On Vacation

since i haven't been feeling the itch in blogging because of some known and unknown reasons which ill leave all to you to guess,,
i've decided to let everyone who checks out my blog to know that i'll be placing it on vacation mode for the moment..

this is it for now..

will be back soon.... i hope..

Sa Bubungan

Feeling a bit lonely today, so I decided to pack my laptop and go somewhere where I can feel the loneliness. I was looking for a place where it would be quiet, a place where I can just enjoy myself alone. So I decided to stay in our house’s roof. Yeah, as in “bubungan”. It may sound funny but I felt that that’s the best place to stay.

So there I did go with my laptop plus a bottle of beer, 10 sticks of cigarette and a bottle of OFF lotion (to keep the mosquito away).

I sat there for as long as I felt I was still ok. I gazed up in the sky and saw the stars twinkling. I noticed that its full moon. It got me a bit scared cause its passed midnight sand I know these stories about creatures lurking around when it’s full moon. Even though, I still stayed there.

I felt some sort of bliss while I was sitting on the roof of our house. It was tranquil and peaceful. Of course, I didn’t see anybody there but I feel that someone might have seen me just sitting there and doing my own stuff of emotional drama. I didn’t cry though, but as I was sitting all alone with the music of Nina and Kyla playing on my laptop, I felt a surge of mixed emotions which I guess have triggered memories of my past to starting rushing in my mind.

After that moment on the roof, I realized that there is nothing wrong with really being alone sometimes. It gives us time to think. It gives you time to reflect on things you don’t get to think about when you’re doing a lot of things. The feeling is very peaceful. And after that night, I finally experienced it and have realized it…. that the only way that you can say that you’re really happy is when with just with by yourself alone, you are happy. I use to not believe that but now I do.

Fore sure that wont be the first time that I’ll be doing that… staying at our roof and just feel the wind blow and watch the stars twinkle while having ambient or sentimental music on the background.

My Soon To Be New Baby...... I Hope (Hehe!)

Introducing the new
2007 Honda CR-V

Marco: Dad!!! you don't have a gift for me yet, maybe you can consider this one...

Dad: (yeah right! dream on Marco!!!)

Geeezzzz!!!

sorry if i haven't been posting anything yet... i've been very busy ever since the year started that's why... right now, it's my computer class in school that's why i was able to log on since its a free time for us to browse through the internet..

i do have entries made on my laptap already but am yet to post them... maybe over the weekend ill be able to do that... that is if i have time...

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! am uber busy! but am liking it! (hehehe!)

Last Term For The School Year

So it has started, the last term for the year, the last term before I enjoy summer break once again. I was on break for two weeks and it felt so fast. I am not complaining though cause I like it more if I there are classes. Its not because of the allowance… well, it may be a part but it’s not really why I like it more when there are classes. I think, I just enjoy it more when I’m doing something…when I’m busy with stuff to do. I don’t really like being idle cause when I do, it makes me think of stuff which I try to really not think about. You see, when I am idle and when my mind starts thinking of stuff, I start to crash… emotionally crash, and I hate it when that happens. These are stuff emotional people go through a lot, I guess. I am not really sure of that but I know I am emotional and I am going through it.

So as I have said earlier, my first day for the last term for the school year has started and I was excited to go to school again after the two week break. I don’t know how to describe it but I was full of excitement to attend my first class.

I am sure that these, more or less… four months, would be full of school stuff but I am not fretting, I know its part of being a stud. What I am fore see right now is the summer break. What’s in store when it is school break once again? Where I’ll be hopping? How I will spend the summer vacation? Just thinking about it makes me feel that all hard work that I’ll be exerting would be worth it. I can’t wait for it. I can’t wait for Boracay!

My New Baby... Thanks Mom!

Thanks Mom!!!

Cheers!!!

I'm Super Excited!

Tonight is the night when I unleash the partee boy in me! Wahahahaha!
It's Benny Bennasi tonight and I'm uber excited!!!

I just got home from the gym. Ofcourse, I want my muscles looking mad tonight. I'll make sure i'll look my best. The event is "the event"! Everybody will be there and i don't want them seeing me like nothing has changed. Hahahaha!!!

I'm really feeling soo much excitement right now. I already know what to wear. I just can't wait for the clock to tick at 7pm so I could start getting ready.

An hour bath would do, then an hour to dress up and then maybe another hour for other stuff. Hahahaha!!! Gawd! This is really it!!!

PARTEEEEE TIME!!!