Tonight is not the first Saturday night that I am not sure if I am going out or not. Actually, it's been awhile since I last went out to party and well... parteee. As posted on my recent blog... I am SOBER from everything and yes! I am enjoying every moment of it.
But tonight is not the same as the other Saturday nights. I do not know why but it's very different. There is something in me that tells me to " hey go out! have fun!" but also another half tells me to "it's not yet time for you to party! enjoying sober-rity!"
Am going berserk now. Ugh! I honestly hate it when this happens. The feeling of an itchy feet wanting to take the dance floor and an ear longing for that bass and peaking sound. Ugh!
***pause***
I just got back from a nearby store. Bought a grande Red Horse Beer to booze up my longing system.
It's 11:43pm now on my PC clock. Still early. Party starts at 12 midnight and I still have time. Will I go out or not? That is the question I guess. Better check my wallet to see if I have enough moolah if ever I do satisfy the urge I am feeling right now.
Gawd! I sooo miss all the scene. It's been awhile since I really went out and party like there's no tomorrow!!!
But something on the back of my head tells me something... "Do not go out! It's not yet time?"
But when is the right time... I asked myself.
Shocks. I've never been to this kind of dilemma ever. A dilemma if I'll go party or not.
This is so not me. Not with Marco... Marco the PartyBoi. Sheeesh!!!
3 comments:
awwww darling...trust me we can go out on a 'straight' night without even having the need to parteeeee...:) unless that's really what you wanna do right?:)
it's actually fun to go out without feeling the need for that high...because at the end of the day you know that it has ended...and you were able to live those moments without even needing a pill.
love you darling...
sweetie..you should've gone parin!:) waz kaya akey party kagabi:) pero G.V. parin :)
AWWW... party boy! Ahehehe
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