It Struck Me All Of A Sudden

just before we ended our after saturday night house party.. i felt something different slowly creeping inside me. i tried to assess and i realized that i'm feeling the christmas spirit slowly getting in.

ive been blabbing about not feeling christmas at all this year but it seems that all of a sudden, all at once like one big pile of trash thrown into my face... i suddenly felt that.. "Yeah! It's Christmas!"

though i know that my christmas will be nothing different from what i had before because we dont really celebrate it.. it is still ok. am used to it already...

so now since i feel it already...

merry christmas everybody!