Woaaah!

one more exam. one more night and i am semi-officially on vacation. after tonight, its... judgement day (hahaha!) i'll be getting my course cards this friday. its not that i am scared or nervous about it, its just that i don't think i did my best this term. i really feel bad about it cause i don't think i'll be making it to the dean's list because of one subject which i admit, i am not good at. haaay.

its been really tough during the past weekends. i didn't know how i managed to breeze through all those exams especially with my PRINCIPLES OF ACCOUNTING class. i must admit, i did copy from some seatmates but what can I do. i am an idiot when it comes to numbers!

looking on the brighter side of things... after this week... exactly after saturday, I AM FREE!!! yeeeaahhbaaaa!!! i am ecstatic about it (refer to previous blog entries)

but honestly, i don't feel the christmas spirit at all. i don't know why but it seems that it does not feel right, there is something missing. yes, i am excited about the vacation but not because of christmas. maybe because i've grown numb about it.

you see.. for the past years, we haven't been celebrating christmas due to some domestic problems that my family is going through. its not financial so i guess it too much for everyone of us to pretend that its a happy christmas when it is not.

i don't have any plans yet this coming christmas eve and new years eve. but if it will be just like my past christmases and new years, i know where ill be going... the same place where i celebrated these events during the past 2 years.